Bants

Whimsical is the pinnacle of my lyrical banter, Whispering into my psyche like some kind of mantra, Words weeping in the comfort of Willow Trees, They ease my narrative and become my curative, Now is the space where healing can take place, After a tough couple of days, I beat the craving and enter intoContinue reading “Bants”

The Lippy Hippy

My Strap On Serendipity plays homage to my part-time Hippy, A notion which is growing in inches, pinches a little to make room for the Divine Feminim, A cacophony of happy accidents, pent up energy creating synergy, a linear approach guided by her Coach of her understanding, stranded on an Island of self-will, her needContinue reading “The Lippy Hippy”

Soul Sockets

Plugging into the Sockets of my Soul, My Co-dependency has taken its toll, Bubbling beneath the slippery surface, Burning up like an ego driven furnace, Role play ruminating, painting the perfect end to a less than perfect reality, Building a safe to store my fearful self in, purposefully forgetting the pin – win, win situation,Continue reading “Soul Sockets”

Contradictory Corner

I’m really frightened yet I feel like a Giant in the swing of synchronicitys, Torrid times seem to give me the rhymes I need to succeed in yet another epiphany, My swelling heart, torn apart by my Arthur’s deteriorating health, Wealth of worry summons up the courage to face some responsibility without reciprocating and radiatingContinue reading “Contradictory Corner”

Qualifier

You lost your SLAA Supply over Lockdown and blamed lack of connection for your sultry demise into cutting ties with AA Meetings in person…… When really the Women you sought were no longer bought by quotings of the ‘Big Book’, hooking them into a false belief your 24 years of Recovery was solid, Sordid moreContinue reading “Qualifier”

Eating Disoriented

The correlation between my eating disorder and perfectionism drives my mental obsession into a sworded yet valuable lesson. Weight masters The perpetuating disaster which awaits the numbers game, creating more shame in and amongst the Countdown of crevices. “I’ll have one from the top and four from the bottom please Rachel but make sure theyContinue reading “Eating Disoriented”

Cruel Inactions

Creeping Cruelly around my candescent evanescence, Paying a penance for the punishment I inflict upon myself, Health weary, feeling teary at the slightest criticism, minimalizing my mature communication to fit their colloquialism, Self-doubt, I tout the tickets to an audacious show before I implode, I must strive to feel alive without consent to meet myContinue reading “Cruel Inactions”

Nikoteen

Why do I return to the Mac who hasn’t got my back, using my vulnerability to appease his lack of responsibility, An Anorectic Avoidant whose Co-dependency provides his entity, Emotionally unavailable, unstable in his constitution yet I keep going back for more. Zero personal boundaries equating a foundry for my mental mould. When will thisContinue reading “Nikoteen”

Over and Under

Oversharing leads to undersharing, Overindulgence leads to deprivation, Acting Out leads to Acting In, When will the balance begin? I crave Piggy in the middle, I crave the beige in Lidl, I admire the mediocre Fiddle Player whose scraping by but full of joy 😊 I employ the help of tip top tools to coolContinue reading “Over and Under”

Sneaky Squirrel

The Sneaky Squirrel storing his nuts in her brain, awakening the Harvest for the suffering to remain, The Satirical Seductress’ erogenous zones are lit, sword swaggering through the forest in search of her next hit, Woodland friends in utter despair for their Master has fallen from their Fair Maiden into a Brazen Hussy, musty andContinue reading “Sneaky Squirrel”