Poeaddict

Mar 25, 2022

Eating Disoriented

The correlation between my eating disorder and perfectionism drives my mental obsession into a sworded yet valuable lesson. Weight masters The perpetuating disaster which awaits the numbers game, creating more shame in and amongst the Countdown of crevices. “I’ll have one from the top and four from the bottom please Rachel but make sure they…

Addiction, Co-dependency, Eating Disorder, Mental Health, Perfectionism, Sex and Love Addiction ❤️, Social Anorexia, Social Awkwardness

Addiction, Health, Mental Health
Mar 25, 2022

Shadowed

Scrupulously shadowed by the widowed world of Addiction, An affliction where metamorphosis is fortified by the power that be, Shackles remain until we’re ready to ordain into the realms of spiritulisation, Capitalising on the dozen eggs which hatch at every step, Prep in full swing for your life to re-begin, A cohort of women placing…

Addiction, Recovery

Addiction, Recovery
Mar 25, 2022

Cruel Inactions

Creeping Cruelly around my candescent evanescence, Paying a penance for the punishment I inflict upon myself, Health weary, feeling teary at the slightest criticism, minimalizing my mature communication to fit their colloquialism, Self-doubt, I tout the tickets to an audacious show before I implode, I must strive to feel alive without consent to meet my…

Addiction, Co-dependency, Mental Health, Perfectionism, Recovery

Addiction, Health, Mental Health, Trauma
Mar 25, 2022

Grateful Greta

Grappling with gracious gratitude, My attitude has improved since taking a break, Like a stake through the heart of a Love Avoidant ❤, the How Programme became an antagonistic ointment for my needs, Exposing my fear, guilt and perfectionism to dangerous extents, it sent my system into overdrive, Lithe in aesthetics, phonetics pleasing to the…

Addiction, Mental Health, Perfectionism, Recovery, Sex and Love Addiction ❤️, Social Anorexia

Addiction, Masks, Recovery, Sex and Love Addiction ❤️, Social Anorexia
Mar 25, 2022

OCD Ya

Revelling in the levelling up, I move another cup to abbreviate after I meditate. Exposure therapy worked for a while but in order (scuse the pun) to alleviate my panic stricken compulsion, emulsion strategy times ten to induce a zen state of mind, from within I must find. I breathe, I surrender to the mess,…

Mental Health, My Dad, OCD, Perfectionism

Cleaning, Mental Health, My Deceased Dad
Mar 24, 2022

Perfectemundo

Weaker is the Seeker who is transfixed by the rulebook. Petrified, she must rectify and clarify. Permanently tense, her throat chakra needs a fence to deploy against the enemy within. Fearing people, places and things for criticism is astigmatism for the trapped trauma. Warmer are her attributes when her hyper sensitivity becomes less fidgety, clearing…

Addiction, Mental Health, Perfectionism, Recovery, Social Anorexia, Social Awkwardness

Addiction, Fear, Mental Health, Recovery
Mar 23, 2022

Endeavour

I’m on a Secret Endeavour to create something clever from a plethora of hidden talents. Manifesting as the days go by, tuning into a lullaby which represents all those times I’ve kept it small, afraid to stand tall. Appalled by the way I spoke to myself and still do at times, a sign to step…

Addiction, Creativity, Eating Disorder, Recovery, Social Anorexia, Social Awkwardness

Addiction, Mental Health, Recovery, Social Anorexia, Trauma
Mar 23, 2022

Nikoteen

Why do I return to the Mac who hasn’t got my back, using my vulnerability to appease his lack of responsibility, An Anorectic Avoidant whose Co-dependency provides his entity, Emotionally unavailable, unstable in his constitution yet I keep going back for more. Zero personal boundaries equating a foundry for my mental mould. When will this…

Co-dependency, Mental Health, Social Awkwardness

Mental Health, Recovery, Trauma Bond
Mar 23, 2022

Over and Under

Oversharing leads to undersharing, Overindulgence leads to deprivation, Acting Out leads to Acting In, When will the balance begin? I crave Piggy in the middle, I crave the beige in Lidl, I admire the mediocre Fiddle Player whose scraping by but full of joy 😊 I employ the help of tip top tools to cool…

Addiction, Co-dependency, Eating Disorder, Mental Health, Recovery, Sex and Love Addiction ❤️, Social Anorexia, Social Awkwardness

Addiction, Masks, Mental Health, Recovery, Social Anorexia
Mar 22, 2022

Chronic Hives

Crippling Chronic Hives, affecting my life, Deriving from a place of hurt, the feeling of dirt has taken over my body. My skin is on fire but not even the smooth jazz of creams is working on the same team. Poor liver functionality is causing this calamity. I knew I wouldn’t get away Scott free.…

Addiction, Eating Disorder, Mental Health

Addiction, Mental Health

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