Trauma Bond – Poeaddict

Feb 9, 2023

The Exchange

Support in exchange for sex yeah?,I’ll administer the sinister,Tied up, all fired up,A lapdance for the first man who sings my praises, Derails and entails baiting me, to date me within misplaced feelings of connection, a concoction of love bombing, control longing, Co-dependent conning to nail me down in every sense of the word to…

Addiction, Recovery, Sex and Love Addiction ❤️

Addiction, Relationships, Sex and Love Addiction ❤️, Social Anorexia, Trauma Bond
Feb 9, 2023

Intrinsic Intrigue

Squandered scriptures of fantasy pictures,Reasons enslaved, I’m bathed in confused muses of the same man, Disguised as facets catching light in charisma shaped bite sized prizes, I take a step back as the charm starts to mingle with mask swapping shopping, Charged energy, bills the recipient in ego swathing stories of potential yet essential fixed…

Addiction, Recovery, Sex and Love Addiction ❤️

Addiction, Recovery, Sex and Love Addiction ❤️, Trauma, Trauma Bond
Feb 9, 2023

The Domino Effect

Distained Domino’s dropping at rapid rates,Circular motion’s, dots blurring, interface, In withdrawals from acting out out, I used to get about but now it’s a sedimentary affair, In obsessive Rumination over a trauma bond, fond of fancying men who depict my Dad in his self-sacrificing sorrows of tomorrow’s, Mocha Mischa hails the Master of Music…

Addiction, Recovery

Addiction, My Deceased Dad, Recovery, Sex and Love Addiction ❤️, Trauma, Trauma Bond
Jul 27, 2022

Taiquando Technicalities

Showering myself in Taekwondo Techinicalites, personalities persuaded, shaded in reds, golds and greens, I’m keen to get started on arted streams of living the dream, Sorcery slaves come in waves as I stumble upon depths of Johnny Depp typecast of weird yet wonderful characters. I see myself in them, a sidelined soul shoaled for not…

Addiction, Co-dependency, Mental Health, Recovery, Social Anorexia, Social Awkwardness

Addiction, Fear, Grief, Recovery, Relationships, Trauma Bond
Mar 23, 2022

Nikoteen

Why do I return to the Mac who hasn’t got my back, using my vulnerability to appease his lack of responsibility, An Anorectic Avoidant whose Co-dependency provides his entity, Emotionally unavailable, unstable in his constitution yet I keep going back for more. Zero personal boundaries equating a foundry for my mental mould. When will this…

Co-dependency, Mental Health, Social Awkwardness

Mental Health, Recovery, Trauma Bond

Tag: Trauma Bond

The Exchange

Intrinsic Intrigue

The Domino Effect

Taiquando Technicalities

Nikoteen