Misic

The sound of ‘Baba O’ Reilly’ improves my concentration by ’11’, ‘Tonight, Tonight’ was a gift from Heaven to introduce me to my fave band and Drummer of all time, ‘The Bends’ was used to defend my honour against an abusive Father, sending me ‘Parachutes’ to ‘The Great Escape’, leaving a ‘Lump’ in my throatContinue reading “Misic”

Soul Sockets

Plugging into the Sockets of my Soul, My Co-dependency has taken its toll, Bubbling beneath the slippery surface, Burning up like an ego driven furnace, Role play ruminating, painting the perfect end to a less than perfect reality, Building a safe to store my fearful self in, purposefully forgetting the pin – win, win situation,Continue reading “Soul Sockets”

Contradictory Corner

I’m really frightened yet I feel like a Giant in the swing of synchronicitys, Torrid times seem to give me the rhymes I need to succeed in yet another epiphany, My swelling heart, torn apart by my Arthur’s deteriorating health, Wealth of worry summons up the courage to face some responsibility without reciprocating and radiatingContinue reading “Contradictory Corner”

Hear Me

It’s not absurd to wanna be heard, I have a right to my feelings, every single one of them and emotional support distorting as control and contort, Uncomfortable in your skins because vulnerability was considered a sin, bin it…..laden it with suppressed satiation, When loved ones give me the space to be me in myContinue reading “Hear Me”

Cruel Inactions

Creeping Cruelly around my candescent evanescence, Paying a penance for the punishment I inflict upon myself, Health weary, feeling teary at the slightest criticism, minimalizing my mature communication to fit their colloquialism, Self-doubt, I tout the tickets to an audacious show before I implode, I must strive to feel alive without consent to meet myContinue reading “Cruel Inactions”

Endeavour

I’m on a Secret Endeavour to create something clever from a plethora of hidden talents. Manifesting as the days go by, tuning into a lullaby which represents all those times I’ve kept it small, afraid to stand tall. Appalled by the way I spoke to myself and still do at times, a sign to stepContinue reading “Endeavour”

Parental Pedestal

Living in the pits of Parent success, their focus, their passion, driven, I was a mess in the underlying contest. I tried emulating and following in their paths but to little or no avail, constantly comparing, despairing in unrealistic goals. Always wanting more than I could give, for them for me and for me toContinue reading “Parental Pedestal”